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Anacortes, Washington, United States
This is my testimony - my testimony of faith and lack thereof; of the rising and falling of hopes and dreams; of beliefs and disbelief's; of tremendous heartache and human folly; of reaching out and stepping out when all I want at times is to is pull back and step away. At the age of 30 I was diagnosed with a very rare neurological condition called Post-traumatic Syringomyelia (PTS). Please visit my post on PTS. One of my goals is to increase awareness of this terminal condition. Broken to Grace is not yet released. Follow this blog to receive an email when the final release date is announced. God bless, Ronda

Tuesday, February 22, 2011


I believe in a God who is perfect in all things and in all ways; through all things I find my strength in Him alone. So when I doubt myself, then I doubt the perfect abilities of my heavenly Father. When we truly invite God to live within us, His almighty presence leaves no place for doubt or fear. Every step forward in true faith, puts doubt and fear one step further behind.

 I wrote this today, as I have noticed undeniably that I have recently allowed room for doubt and fear - and I have temporarily become fixed and frozen instead of moving forward on certain things. This may be unexceptable, but yet it is human. And so I reassert my trust and move forward once again, putting God front and center and leaving doubt and fear to yesterday. Fear breeds more fear; doubt breeds more doubt - and it's time to let go of those ties that bind once again.